In this post I will be revealing experiences that are of a supernatural realm. I hope that you will embrace these experiences as I have done.

I got pregnant with my first child when I was in my early thirties. I was ecstatic about the pregnancy.

I had just decided to go off of birth control pills which I which I was taking because of my tendency towards ovarian cysts. I didn’t even think that I could get pregnant, I had only one ovary. The other ovary had been surgically removed because of an ovarian cyst. 

I got pregnant immediately. I loved being pregnant.

Then about two months into the pregnancy I started bleeding. I called my mother asking her if that was normal. She said, “No, it wasn’t normal” and that I should call the doctor. 

My reply to her was, “If God takes this baby then He had better have a place in heaven for it.”

God did take the baby and I miscarried. One of the few times in my life when my depression was so deep I pleaded with God to have Jesus come back, so I could escape the pain. 

I got pregnant soon after the miscarriage and gave birth to my beautiful daughter. I decided to have her naturally so that no medication would flow from me to her. I did not take any pain pills after the birth either. The reason it is important for you to know this is because what happened next was in no way due to medications.

I heard something unusual during the first week of my daughter’s life. I heard a baby giggling. It was the most joyous sound. I looked at my newborn baby when I heard this sound and she was asleep. Where was the laughter coming from?

I realized that the spirit of my first daughter, who was with God, was present to welcome my second daughter into the world. I knew by the sound of her laughter that she was having the time of her life in heaven. 

The sound of her joyous giggle brought comfort to my heart. I knew that my first-born could crawl into the lap of God anytime she wanted or get tickled by the angels. Although I was a loving mother I can not remotely touch the awesomeness of God’s love.

It was this past year when I had the second visitation. The visitation happened through the avenue of dreams.

 My first-born daughter would have been in her early twenties. 

I believe that my spirit left earth and in this dream I had a vision of heaven. In my dream I saw a girl who looked remarkably like my daughter. She was beyond beautiful.

She was in a small room and there was chocolate everywhere. The room was pink and brown and she had chocolates in a beautiful china cabinet which were perfectly formed in the shape of flowers. She offered me a piece of chocolate cake with pink frosting. I declined. I was in awe of the beauty surrounding me. 

She sat on her couch and bouncing up and down with joy. She said, “I am so excited I can barely sit still. I am going to get my white wings today.”

Then  I woke up. My first thought was to check on my earthly daughter to make sure she was all right. I became worried that this was a sign from God that her life could in danger. She was fine. 

Then I realized that this was my first-born daughter, the one who had grown up in the presence of God.

I don’t know if miscarried babies can become angels or not. Only God knows that.

I do know that she was receiving an honor in some way and God, in his mercy, allowed her earthly mother to share in that joy with her.

She was on fire with happiness and her beauty was breathtaking. 

If you have miscarried a baby, given birth to a baby who was stillborn, or even aborted a baby, I believe that your baby is in the same realm of heaven that mine is. For they have not sinned as those who are born have. Therefore they are pure and ascend to heaven.

This is my belief and my experience. I am not God so I can not say exactly what the rules are for heaven.

The God I know is a God of immense love and forgiveness.

I hope it was His hands who were tickling my first-born daughter when the blessing of my second born daughter emerged on earth.

If it was His hands she has experienced the wonder of her heavenly Father and the greatest love ever known.

If you know of anyone who has suffered the loss of a baby, whether still born, miscarried or aborted and you think that this story may give them comfort please show them this post.