I was writing in my second book yesterday. It will be a Bible study guide to my first novel, The Shattered Vase.. https://store.bookbaby.com/book/The-Shattered-Vase. In The Shattered Vase, there is a chapter called The Seesaw of Doubt and Insecurity. In this chapter, the evil entities of Doubt and Insecurity seek to eliminate the work that Hope had done.
These two wicked spiritual beings had three children as their target. They invaded their thoughts with the doubt that their father loved them because he had moved out. https://singleparents.dfwhostingwebsites.com/what-about-the-children/
When a marriage pulls apart at the seams it is difficult for children to feel loved. It is even more difficult if one parent is alienated from the children. To the best of one’s ability, aside from an abusive or perverted ex, both parents are essential for a child’s confidence.
My ex-husband didn’t pay the correct child support because he had my children every weekend. However, his presence in their lives was such a benefit to them. It was worth much more than the money that I could have asked for.
When a family is split by divorce, doubt and insecurity come striding right in through your front door, trying desperately to capture the minds of your children.
When I first published The Shattered Vase I did battle with doubt. God had assured me that after this novel was published, my financial woes would be a thing of the past. I expected it to hit the bestseller list within a week.
That didn’t happen. I have struggled with doubt and depression since it was released.
The Lord lured me into reading His Bible every day and in Numbers I found some amazing verses which I am trying to memorize. I have written them on index cards and read them several times a day.
Regarding His assurance Numbers 24:19 – “God is not a man, so He does not lie. He is not human, so He does not change His mind. Has He ever spoken and failed to act? Has He ever promised and not carried it through?
Then I also had highlighted another verse in Numbers. It is Numbers 14:11- “And the Lord said to Moses, “How long will these people treat me with contempt? Will they never believe me, even after all of the miraculous signs I have done among them?”
Anyone who has followed my blog for any amount of time is well aware that I am the recipient of many supernatural miracles. Yet, I still doubt this God I love. I never realized that He considers this contempt.
The definition of contempt is – the feeling that a person or a thing is beneath consideration, worthless, or deserving scorn. I don’t want God to feel as if I hold Him in contempt. So, I am choosing to believe that He can take the story of The Shattered Vase to all corners of the world.
It was a novel which was inspired by Him and it is a novel of healing and how to win the battle we all face. The battle of the spiritual realm.
Please buy this book. It can change your life! Just click on the following link to buy it from my bookshop pate. –https://store.bookbaby.com/book/The-Shattered-Vase
You can also buy it from Amazon. https://www.amazon.com/Shattered-Vase-Battle-Life-Book-ebook/dp/B07KRNQ6NW
I would also like to ask those of you who pray to intercede for me so that I will know how to market this amazing story which God has so graciously gifted to me.
